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Have you ever felt so lost and alone, and you think you found the answer to end all of that and it just ends up disappointing you to? Ever just get left feeling like you are the problem? You are the mistake? Not what you experienced, not the situation you got put in, you yourself? To be completely honest with you, that is how I have felt the last few months- like no matter what I do or how hard I try- I am never good enough, I can never get it right. People see my life from the outside looking in and problem think I have it perfect- that there couldn't be a single thing wrong. And I cannot deny that I have been very blessed through out my life. I mean I am 19, I have amazing parents, an awesome brother, a loving husband, and a place to call home... yet somehow I still always feel locked out... Like everyone is trying to tell me to come inside, but I lost my key and no one will open the door... I feel like I am pounding on the door, hearing there joyful laughter and happy